ELLIE ANN MEMOIRS

I have an issue.

I plan responses in my head for conversation not yet said. I plan my counter actions for actions that have not happened. My need for things to be perfect stop me from truly being present. The non stop fear of saying the wrong thing or taking the wrong step, of being wrong is keeping me back from being my authentic self.

Being in my 20s has put me on a wave, rushing me towards an unknown future. Never sure if the smallest "wrong" step will cause we to fall into the water? Maybe, but then again I know how to swim. 

So this website is a challenge for myself to make public mistakes full of potential spelling errors and questionable opinions.

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To get back my authenticity.